I love him….and always will
When we first met we were both really happy. Many problems
came between us, the longer we stayed for each other the
harder problem came. But nonetheless, we decided we both
wanted a committed relationship and we were together for quite
sometime. We had our ups & downs as every couple does, but
we made it through a lot. It’s been about days/months since
we’ve broken up and I’m finally beginning to pick up the pieces
and try to love once again. There are times when I long for him
to be right there by my side and there are other times when I
realized why we aren’t together anymore. He will always hold a
special place in my heart, but sometimes you have to realize
that while you may love someone and while you may even be in
love with someone, it doesn’t mean that you are meant to be
with that person. I used to put my life on hold waiting for him to
come back so it could start again. But i think that will never
happen. Even though we’re not together, I learned a lot from him.
I learned how to love someone completely unselfishly and
without any worry as to how much it would hurt once they’re
gone. Though I’m not that naive now, I’m glad that I had the
chance to love and be loved by someone that is still very special
to me. I loved him then, I love him now, and I will always love
him. He may not be my first love but he will be the last person
I’ll let in. We aren’t even good friends now. We are not talking
about our new relationships and honestly im not prepared to
hear one, I surely will get hurt. But aside from that, I do hope
that someday we can be friends. Someone that I trusted & loved
so much, I just can’t imagine him not being a part of my life.
When I have good news, I want to share it with him. When I’m
upset, I want to lean on him. I am happy with my new life now
but here’s still something missing….HIM.
