~:+:flying like an angel:+:~

im really PISSED OFF!!!!….kung ikaw taong ka walang magawa sa buhay mo wag mo ako pagtritripan ha, masaya ba talaga kayo kung naasar nyo ako? happy ba kayo if nagagalit ako? kung wala kang magandang sasabihin, PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! JUST SHUT UP!!!! wala ka ng ginawa sa akin ha…puro na lang pang-aasar…kung naghahanap ka na pagtritripan mo wag ako…fine fine ASAR TALOOOO…ano ngayon eh ganito talaga ako eh…SORRY HA…environment ko kasi may mga modo…hindi tulad sa inyo siguro walang manners…GRRRRRRR….KUNTING respeto lang…bilang babae…wag bastos…may kapatid naman siguro kang babae….BASTOS MO HA…..at isa pa wag na wag mo ipagtutulakan ang isang tao na ayaw ko…na hindi naman totoo…buti pa ikaw alam kung ano naramdaman ko…ano ka???? MANGHUHULA???? pareho pareho lang kayong lahat…sarap nyong sapakin…

yeah, yeah, happy now???? kasi asar ako? kasi galit ako? kasi mainit ulo ko? SUCCESS BA???? idollllll……

isa na lang papatulan na talaga kita kahit lalake ka pa…..BAKLA!!!!!! BADING!!!!!

yesterday, was one of the worst day of my life…
lagi mainit ulo ko…
may mga taong nagpapainit ng ulo ko…
i went to sleep na masama loob ko…
maraming iniisip kung bakit ganito at bakit ganyan
everything’s a mess talaga

i woke up too early today…
kasi may dapat lakarin…
as usual i woke up @ the wrong side of the bed
bad mood…sobra…sarap pa matulog…
i prefer na matulog na lang kay sa umalis ng bahay
but i have no choice but to get up and dress up…

then he (ivan) notice my mood…
what he did…nag order ng food…take out…
then he brought me sa beach para daw makalanghap ako
ng sariwang hangin…then we ate…we talk..
but still masama pa rin mood ko…i told him to bring me home
and i want to sleep…

what changes my mood was….
the valentines presence of Al…
yes i got a presence from him…just this afternoon…when i got home
weee grabe as in super surprised ako…i never thought he will gave me that…
sobrang gulat talaga ako…he made me happy today..

Al, thanks…sobra…hindi mo lang alam kung gaano mo ko pinasaya ngayon
its not the presences that made me happy…but the idea of giving me something without my knowledge, as in surprise…at sa effort of doing so…MARAMING SALAMAT…and Belated Happy Valentines…mwahhhh*

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
you’ll see i wont even miss u
Someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye