~:+:flying like an angel:+:~

April 29, 2007 | 2:21am | office

in a short time na i’m with these kind of job…ang dami kong natutunan…nalalaman…it’s good thing to be exposed on these kind of environment…balang araw masasabi ko din sa sarili ko, "nakakapagod but ang ganda ng feeling na naranasan mo ang ganito…" yes, some nakakagulat…to the point na masasabi ko "really? these things really happen?"…oh well nakakalungkot but yan ang reality…

May 16, 2007 | 4:14pm | bedroom

Two days after May 14, we never felt that we loose the game, what’s inside our heart is we won, why? ‘coz we know na talagang panalo kami. It’s just that they have all the resources and money to keep themselves no. 1. It’s okey….nakakatawa nga eh gumastos pa kayo ng 150M over 15M? hehehe Oh well, its a close fight…isang bagay na nagpapasaya sa akin sa kabila ng nangyayari are ung mga comments ng mga tao just like "Nobody else can fight him this close", "Kahit ilang beses pa tayong matalo, we are still here and we are very proud of him (our candidate)", "Bakit ganun ang result?", "Halatang nandaraya ang kabila"…those comments shows na talagang something fishy…bayaran daw ba ang mga tao para hindi bumoto and worst para d lumabas sa bahay…halata naman eh percentage ng voters nako ang baba….T_T…hayzzz…idol talaga kita ang hilig mo sa last minute tactics…/no1….

The experience was great, preasures, the puyat, ung lipasan ka ng gutom, given the chance to meet high profile personalities and even people from the class D to class A…. - yun ang hinding hindi ko makakalimutan plus ung mga knowledge at mga facts whats behind POLITICS…lahat na ata ng pagod at sakit naranasan ko within the 45days and still counting…

Nagkafever na ako, my left ear got irritated dahil daw sa stress, umaatake ung sakit ko, kulang sa tulog, kulang sa tamang pagkain, ung pawis, and believe me pati dugo -  yes dugo kasi nasusugatan din ako, ung mga insulto at paglalait ng ibang mayayabang na  mga politiko, ung mga taong nagtitake advantage sa situation -  ginawa ba kaming charity T_T…ung mga panghaharassed ng mga tao kala mo kung sinong powerful huhuhu…umiyak na ako, tumawa, naging malungkot, masaya…lahat na ata…namiss ko magRO, going online, namiss ko mga tao na lagi ko nakakasama online…namiss ko ang maging masaya lang…

(antok na ako…)

….isa lang masasabi ko…we will not stop here…mabilis lang ang 3 years…just wait for us…bilog naman ang mundo eh, maybe ngayon nasa taas ka, sooner or later ikaw na naman ang nasa ilalim..

at para sa nababayaran…

wag kayo magreklamo sa mangyayari after the proclamation…choice nyo yan…pinagpalit nyo ang kinabukasan ng city natin sa 150.00 pesos? T_T…sana makonsensya din kayo…sana marealized nyo ang ginawa nyong mali ngayon…sana matauhan kayo…sana….

GOD BLESS US ALL….

im super stressed…
im super tired…
im super busy…
im super kulang sa tulog…

what can i do ba?
nothing..
just follow what they said..
hayzzz buhay talaga parang life…

25 more days and im out of here…
sana may magandang output lahat ng puyat at pagod ko…

sometimes, i can’t feel na pagod na pala ako..
why?
kasi iniisip ko, minsan lang to mangyayari sa buhay ko..
just for experience…
at least pag tumanda ako…or soon…masasabi ko…
"weeee i did that thing before"…"naranasan ko na yan"
but hindi ko maiwasan mapagod dahil sa mga tao around me…
kung umasta parang sino…
"hello, tao kaya ako hindi robot…harrrr"

malaking pasasalamat ko dahil…
kahit puyat ako…lack of sleep…late kumain…
hindi nagpasaway katawan ko..
aside from headache, wala na akong naramdaman sa katawan ko..
salamat at hindi umatake backpains ko at kung ano ano pang sakit…
thank you Lord…

and aside from that salamat sa mga tao na…
nandyan kahit alam nila na pagod ako…but still there to support..
kahit morally lang man but sincere sa pag-aalala…

@someone

thank you for staying up late para maaccompany ako hanggang sa makauwi ako ng bahay. thank you for constantly checking on me if okey lang ako, or if kumain na ako ng breakfast ko, lunch ko at dinner…thank you for letting me feel na someone care for me…thank you for kept on telling me na "kaya mo yan, if pagod ka na have a nap or take a rest"…simple things makes me happy…mababaw lang ako…kaya maraming maraming salamat…you’re one of the reason why i smile…kahit im tired…buti ka pa nga eh…may time to make me feel good…kahit alam mo na i can’t reply sa mga text mo but you kept on texting me just to tell me na you’re there na nag-aalala sa akin…i appreciate it a lot…babawi din ako sayo…one of these days…thank you for going online if im online…salamat….

"be consistent…"  -  [for someone na hindi ko maintindihan...now so concerned...later nawala ewan kung san....i don't know...you made me doubt talaga....feeling ko you're doing things for formality sake...hayzzzz....]

have to end this…meeting will start in a minute…work work work ulit…

i miss RO na…miss ko na pumatay ng mga boss…miss ko na magbuffs…miss ko na magsiege…miss ko na magrelax….miss ko na maging masaya…hayzzzz….

soon….

alam ko darating din ang time na masasanay ka din…
sa ugali ko…
sa mga unreasonable tampo ko sayo…
i knew it from the very start you will learn to let go of me…
i know nahihirapan ka sa lahat…

(back to paper work…)

SAM…
…happy with her boyfriend
…met Klint, who at the same time a heartbroken guy…
…they talked
…shared ideas
…experiences
…Klint, respected SAM…
         …told SAM he likes her..
…told Klint he is special for her…always
…but they can’t be together
SAM..
…this time was heartbroken…
Klint..
…get reunited with his ex..

…may mga panahon na both are free…
…SAM waited for Klint..
…but Klint was too scared to risk a relationship…

SAM…had few relationships…after…still waiting for Klint…
…she found out Klint also had a new relationship…
…both are happy…(i think so…sana)

now…both knew that they love each other…
…at the wrong time i think
…wala silang time pagusapan..
…scared of something..
…all these time SAM loves Klint…
…it just that Klint didn’t say anything…
…Klint didn’t ever ask her about it…
…hayzzz
…wish you both luck…

SAM…now stilling hoping na Klint will talk to her…about what he really feels..hoping na one day mapagusapan nila kung ano meron sila…ung love nila sa isa’t isa…hoping na one day may lakas ng loob na si KLINT to fight for her…

hayzzz buhay pagibig naman oo…

(ciao…time for church….)